-learn to cook
-learn to drive
-plan next mid-year trip
-keep GPA above 3

work hard. play hard.
learn patience

 you see what i mean when i say.

the people closest to you . always hurt you the deepest.
ALWAYS.

never the exception, always the norm

that's why, you should never get too close to anyone.

cos when you do, they can hurt you (:


people never stop judging do they? 

heh. heh.

fuck you t.k.

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

 The "A" Makes me happy,and the act that this major project is over allows me to heave a huge sigh of relief. 
But what's really making me bounce off walls is the fact that because of this entire process, i have come to realize that i have so many wonderful friends and schoolmates. all those people who came to help and speak words of encouragement . Everyone who sacrificed their own time and sleep even though they aren't even in my class or department, and they had their own work to rush.
Whoever said NAFA people aren't nice?

and the people outside of school too. all my late night ranty-chat buddies and my late night  ice cream and coffee deliveries when i was rushing assignments and homework. lovelovelovelovelove

i feel. so happy.
so blessed.
so loved.
contentment is floating around me now like a huge pink puffy cloud.
*POOF* 

thank you alllll of you. I really appreciate you all.

YOU ARE LOVED!!!!!!!

Can you please tell me why some people can push themselves and cram a huge tonne of activities into their days, and yet get through them and still do everything well, whilst others just seem to do nothing all day and yet end up being tired/busy/sick more than the busy people?
wdit: oh i seee. it's simply that you prioritized. okay, i'm going to prioritize too (:
this is so ridiculous. there is an ever increasing pile of work sitting on my table, and yet i can waste an entire day on ONE project.
thank God anders was sooo helpful. thank you sooooo much sheep!!
i will treat you to whatever you feel like eating. anything at all.

and queenie's friends are the nicest people everrrrr (:
the gorgeous story boards. i shall take many pictures and put them up!

i swear. this is not going to happen again.
i want 8 hours sleep every night too. I WANT IT.
but you see, there are some things you have to sacrifice in order to acheive your goals, and i think that if and when you push yourself, the sense of accomplishment you get makes everything completely worthwhile. 



oh, and by the way.
I'm not them, so you should probably start looking elsewhere.

to mini and queen: hang in there! friday's almost here!!

 I can name at least 2 of us who are so tired right now that the world seems to be spinning in slow motion.
or maybe it'd be better if it really spun in slow motion so there'd be more time between us and all these upcoming deadlines.

everyone is trying the best that they can to cope and do well.
so why can't we all just not make this anymore stressful than it need be?

......
......
......

i used to wonder if it's me all the time.
now, i don't care anymore.
because there's no spare energy left to care.


there's no time to dance :(

i wonder what it's like,
to always stare into space
and see the things no one else can see,
those merry images, 
laughter which fills the air,
carefree smiles and smiling eyes,
always happy, always shining

i wonder what it's like,
to never have to think 
of whatever might come next,
things which might go awry 
control in chaos, life in death, peace in war

i wonder what it's like,
that boundless hope and joy
unceasing, never ending, 
creaseless brow, rested being


-
i used to wonder all the time, it was never far from my mind,
but i no longer ask, because in you i've found all my answers (:


yes, even though all the work is piling up like shit, i think we'll be okay (: