Live every moment as if it were your last

 I find it ironic when people who claim to be close to God and talk about God day and night, every hour, every minute every second, 
suddenly turn around and use strings vulgarities and swear at others like there's no tomorrow. These people proceed to indulge in various actions which are distinctly UnGodly, such as blowing their top every 2 minutes, being vindictive and hurting others, before going back to preaching about God in the next breath.

Yes, i have heard about grace and forgiveness, but somehow i don't think that God intended for us to run around sinning, and then ask for forgiveness, then to promptly commit the same sin. over and over and over again.

well. that's just my point of view. feel free to air yours. 

 Sometimes all we need is a few moments of solitary reflection to clear those thick clouds in the upper stratosphere of our heads, you know the ones i'm talking about, the dense vapor filled ones which block out all the sunlight and prevent clarity of thought.

But what happens when those precious few seconds go on strike and refuse to get the job done?

Then we walk around in a haze of confusion, banging into obstacle and walking into doors. Mannn. Talk about vision deficiency, eyes need to be fed too you know.

okay you. stop confusing me. i am not confused, my head is crystal crystal clear. couldn't be clearer in fact.
enough games already.

you see. guys like you make me sick.
you're disloyal, mostly uncaring, immature, unmotivated, not to mention arrogant.
plus superficial, haha. did i mention that?
SUPERFICIAL. nehhhhh. 
go back to where ever you came from, cause you aren't welcome here .
BYEBYE.

ps: fuck you for lying . AGAIN. 

fine. you wanna play the name game?
denzel theng . you suck balls

 YOU MAKE ME SICK

YOU REALLY STILL TAKE ME FOR A PUSHOVER. EVEN NOW. EVEN STILL NOW.

HOW CONDESCENDING CAN YOU GET.

AT THIS POINT YOU'RE STILL TRYING TO DEFEND YOURSELF.

IM NOTHING TO YOU?

GO AWAY AND BE YOUR SOMETHING SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY FROM ME.

For goodness sake. get off your high horse and meet me on the dance floor.

else.

shut up please.

This party is packed, its jumpin
U aint hangin with us, you frontin
Make a track where you kiss nothin 
Got up off the wall, ya'll do something


everything else you do is sincerely deluded.
hahaha.
everyone I speak to regarding you and your comments laughs at you and tells you to wake up. got that?

The only thing i wish i did was to be more careful, but being trusting is not a weakness.
And i will not stop caring and trusting because of you
It's only people like you who make others stop caring
Selfish people like you who try to take everything for yourselves, so that other people who may really need others to care for them and love them don't get the attention they actually need.

you say you despise her, can you not see how similar you are to her?



ps: Jinah, babe, I'm so proud of you for being so strong, you are truly mature and such a sweet darling. Love ya(:
 

okay. i know i am not supposed to be pissed or emo-ing again, especially after the very nice relaxing dinner i had with queen & jo-an, plus the laughter-filled school day i just went through. but somehow, you just managed to ruin my mood, within those 5 minutes.

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO COMPARE ME WITH HER????
you know i can't bloody stand her, so why continue to compare us?
granted, i may not be the greatest student/person/friend
BUT
the one thing i know for sure is that i would NEVER do what she did.
i can't tell you i'm perfect, nor can i even tell you i'm above average,
still,
i CAN tell you that i TRY HARDER than her if nothing else.
and i would NEVER do what she did.EVER.
i mean . hello. she obviously doesn't even give a shit right, not about you, not about anyone.
oh, except maybe herself.

even if i finish my allowance ahead of month's end, i stick it out. Too bad, that's what bad discipline results in.
I DON'T TAKE MY PAY AND SPEND IT ON GOD KNOWS WHAT, AND THEN ASK SOMEONE ELSE FOR MORE MONEY.
come to think of it, the money wasn't even meant for her, not that it matters to her, because to her, there's always more where that came from right? think again sweetie, think again.
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so tell me again, how are we alike?