Live every moment as if it were your last

okay. i know i am not supposed to be pissed or emo-ing again, especially after the very nice relaxing dinner i had with queen & jo-an, plus the laughter-filled school day i just went through. but somehow, you just managed to ruin my mood, within those 5 minutes.

WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO COMPARE ME WITH HER????
you know i can't bloody stand her, so why continue to compare us?
granted, i may not be the greatest student/person/friend
BUT
the one thing i know for sure is that i would NEVER do what she did.
i can't tell you i'm perfect, nor can i even tell you i'm above average,
still,
i CAN tell you that i TRY HARDER than her if nothing else.
and i would NEVER do what she did.EVER.
i mean . hello. she obviously doesn't even give a shit right, not about you, not about anyone.
oh, except maybe herself.

even if i finish my allowance ahead of month's end, i stick it out. Too bad, that's what bad discipline results in.
I DON'T TAKE MY PAY AND SPEND IT ON GOD KNOWS WHAT, AND THEN ASK SOMEONE ELSE FOR MORE MONEY.
come to think of it, the money wasn't even meant for her, not that it matters to her, because to her, there's always more where that came from right? think again sweetie, think again.
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so tell me again, how are we alike?