-learn to cook
-learn to drive
-plan next mid-year trip
-keep GPA above 3

work hard. play hard.
learn patience

 Hey folks.. i'm finally back to blog..

it's 10.29 on a saturday night, i know, how no-life right? haha
but i'm too shag too do much else,
there are essays to write, journals to update, projects to work on, presentations to compile, tables to refine,quizzes to study for and crunches to do, yet here i am blogging, shows how much i love ya'll right ? (:
hahha. actually my brains too dead to do much else, o.t has it's toil : /


oh, and get this, we have a 4 topic quiz on VALENTINES DAY. 
what's going to happen to my bakinggg plannnssss ): ): ):

a blank piece of paper used to scream " POSSIBILITIES" , now it just screams "SHIT, NO SLEEP TONIGHT AGAIN"

trust me, a week of 3 hr nights is crap for your complexion, immune system, and temper,
i fluctuate between being psychotically high and a hormonal bitch. seriously

so yes, i do happen to curse an awful lot these days, and if you don't like it, no ones making you stay around, (unless i sit next to you in class and distract you, in which case you can just turn to me and tell me to shut up)

an awful lot's changed in this one week, from last saturday at 10.29.
i'm just saying,  single incident can tell you alot about a person.
what they're like when things go badly
how they react to stress
how they cope under their crazy work loads and one existent sleep hours.

whether they really love you or not.


and that's 3 incidents in one week, almost too many revelations for a girl to take, but i haven't had time to think about them since work has been taking up every free moment.

okay, so tired, and the world just shifted, this light headedness has got to stop sometime.

buttt. before i go, i'd just like to say thanks to all the people who love me, like seriously,
and the following,

tmm,queen,s,jess,unpointytoe, all my awesome group members,steph,mini,babyface,damien,megs,sheep,seniors!

all of whom made it just a little easier to breathe, and put up with my whining, moaning, groaning and megamega bitchyness this week

LOVE YOUUUUUUUU (:

i could list every single person i miss right here, but i'd run out of typing space, and the entire livejournal server would jam and collapse due to the vast amount of information it would have to process.

talk about a Godsend.
it's strange sometimes, when you don't say something to someone, but somehow they end up calling you or sending you a really sugary sweet msg to let you know their there just at the point of time when you need it most.
strange, but nonetheless appreciated.
thank youuuu sweets(: 

after that last phone conversation, i'm fairly sure i made the right choice, and will be happier for it in days to come, even though i may not feel very happy right now. haha. well the grass is always greener on the other side, what can i say?

there's level 1 project tomorrow! can't wait to meet with the queenie queen and salivary oboe even though i know they're gonna attack my papers again.

thank you sweethearts, for making yesterday a not so miserable day, and for taking the time out of your already very busy lives to bother with my angstyness and unhappiness. not to mention the people i bothered this early-mid-late afternoon with my little insecurities, and who were so very patient with me;
i don't have to name names because you know who you are. 

in a day full of the blahs, you guys made me cry tears of laughter(:
inner conflict is never fun to deal with, and life may seem like a few hundred tonnes of lead bricks now and then, 
but hey, with friends like these, i say:

BRING IT ON!!! :D


I do believe i owe 2 people apologies though,
queen; for not attending your party yesterday, even though you were such a sweetheart about it, i do wish i'd been able to go
damien; for being so whiny on the phone yesterday and for ahem. yeah , you know. i know i worried you, sorry :(
             

and sharis darling:

THREE WHOLE DAYS.
HAHA. ARE YOU PREPARED TO BE DRIVEN INSANE? XD

well folks, if you have an extra minute, check this vid out, like jc would say
"THIS IS AWESOME SHIT MAN"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDCTIZauJ1k&feature=related

 I think the rest of the holidays sound like fun(:

26th- dvd marathon, supper with jess before she leaves):
27th- dinner with nc pa's?
28th-lunch with uncle han and family, twilight with sis
31st- 1st - ritz countdown stay
3rd- dinner with grace?
4th - cinderella
5th-9th - Cruise!
12th- school reopens!

time flies!

was up till 4am registering modules! and my final choices areeeeee:




so that's 23 credits, up from last semester's 18.
is anyone taking the same modules as me?



and let's have a round of applause people! because it didn't take me the new year to come to the revelation/realization that i don't understand you at all.

and i'm probably not going to understand you ever.
because i don't think you want to be understood sometimes,
and some things can't be forced.
oh well. 

Time flies, and already it's christmas eve,
Only one more day to christmas.



The past few weeks have been hectic, tiring, fulfilling and fun. 
Trying to blend social schedules and work schedules isn't fun at all believe me, thankfully, work turned out to be surprising fun, even with little glitches here and there.
BW WAS RIGHT. haha. i might whine and moan and bitch, but in the end, it's all a learning experience.
i'd like to say thanks you to tmj, jess, evelyn, bw,elf,queen and whoever else who was super understanding when i was pms-ing over nutcracker and the lack of sleep. hahaha.
It Is christmas after all, the season to be thankful(:
I'm really going to miss townkiddies  like boomkakkak, teh bing, besties, 20 yr old man & co.. 
 the candies, babyrats, the other dancers, and of course, the other crazyyyy PA's and SM team(:
And now that cory, nat and the entire crew are in europe, i'll miss them too!
Have a great white christmas guys(:


Merry Christmas Eve to everyone out there!
ps: josh groban's songs are amazing(:

you're right, maybe i don't understand you at all, but merry christmas anyway.